Sunday, January 22, 2012

So

Every time I promise myself to write something really profound or meaningful when I get the idea, I always end up either forgetting or ignoring the concept because of lack of time or interest at the moment. It's been a while since I wrote a quite decent post about anything that might interest my *ehem* if I have any, readers *ehem* aside from my self or my woes about my life. Can't think of anything right now. Might actually resort to spur of the moment posts just because I want to update my blog. Quality over quantity? I don't think so. The quality will improve over time but the number of my posts depends on how much I write now. I think it would be better if I set aside thinking of what to post and just type whatever comes to mind. Ready? Here we go.

My Project 100 is quite messed up now. Can't believe I actually skipped a day in the folder because I took less than 20 photos to choose from the days before and after. Nicky's been quite neglected, but I don't know if he likes it, especially because that would mean his shutter won't break because of my almost obsessive use which has been minimized since the break ended.

And I have my retainers! They are the metal thingies used to retain teeth after you had your braces. Yes, my bottom ones are now braceless, but my top ones will still remain until before summer. Ah, at least I'll get my ChatPic without them. I have a lisp now. You do not know how hard it was for me to say senior citizens when I first got them. And they popped during the defense of one of our IP groups. Ooh, we've had the defense! Mote on that later. I can't remember what I was doing actually, but I think I was either bored or mulling their IP over too intensely that tongue action happened with my retainers. That sounded so wrong. Moving on...

We're Seniors in a few months! Can't say a yay or a nay because this school year still is on rocky ground even if we only have two months of it left. Ending well - my primary goal - seems so hard to reach now, especially because of the recent happenings that have changed my gameplan. Of course, His Will prevails over mine. But about ending well, it seemed to be so easy before during the break, when my mind was in focus and my heart was as pure as mineral water (sorry, haha). Seriously, though, if I could only keep that mindset and live happily, then my life would be perfect. Again, we need the thorn in the flesh so that God could work in us. Yes, yes. I've learned that the hard way.

Last week has been a turbulent sway of events. IFT Sharing, Public School Teaching, English Lecture planning, IP Defense, another Pamu rehearsal (asdfghjkl), and something big that came up last Friday after departure time. It was one of those days when all I wanted to do was to go to the Chapel and let Jesus keep me safe because I can't. Almost everyday, that urge comes to me, but it seems like God wants me to live my life and experience everything to prove that I am never quite alone and that my life would never be complete until I give it up to Him. I'm still learning. Slowly, I'm getting there. And I'm struggling with the desires of my flesh, but God's grace is sufficient to see me through and to bring me to where He wants me to be.

That's all for now, I guess. I shall leave you with a photo. :)


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