Thursday, March 15, 2012

Adios

I am writing this from the point of view of someone fresh from yesterday's tears and shock from a few unexpected revelations. Do not expect a highly organized post, because first, I rarely write in such a way, and second, because my thoughts are still scattered as of the moment. But I'm not sad, depressed, or despondent in any way. In fact, I'm in bliss, just hungover because of the beauty of the school year that has been.



The school year has ended and yesterday was some emotional finale to it. From Tres Uno to Adios (only I know what these mean hehe), yesterday was a flood of tears. It was one day in which all that has happened suddenly goes into your head and arranges itself in one flashback that you ought to feel so strongly about. But it was one very meaningful synthesis. I could not have asked for it to happen in any other way.


If there was one thing that I'm currently feeling at the moment, it's gratefulness. This was one rough year, but I can definitely say that it was one of the most life-changing school years I've ever been in in my life. It was one that I would never ever forget. God has blessed me with so much and led me to experience things that have molded me to who I am now.


I still have a long way to go from here, but I guess SY 2011-2012 will always have a special place in my heart. To those people who have been a part of this journey, I don't think I can ever thank you enough for being there. Sometimes, goodbyes can still be happy endings. After all, it's not goodbye forever.


As I end this year, I am happy, thankful, and hopeful. And even if I am still fresh from yesterday's tears (as if I'm suffering from a break-up), this will pass. It's what you carry with you towards a new path that matters. Speaking of which, I have job shadowing, a reading list, Nicky, and summer to look forward to.

I will forever be thankful for this season.

But for now, it looks like I have a room to clean.



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