Well.

Hello, blog. I haven't been blogging for quite a time now and despite my promises of finishing posts, they all end up in my drafts and never will be published, if not relevant to the present time.

Now that's a development. I've (kind of) learned to live in the present moment. I've learned how to trust God that He will never fail me, and if He does, I know it's for a reason I might not see just yet.

I'm in a state of discovery. Yes, I'm no longer in an identity crisis, thanks to God's help and love, but I'm still not sure of what I am and what I am going to be exactly.

But a few hours ago, I stumbled upon a couple of blogs someone I currently know owned in the past. What I've seen both shocked and enlightened me. Awesome, and I mean amazingly almost perfect, people also had quirks at one point in their lives.

And I just realized that somehow, you can't absolutely be sure about where you're going because of the many things that may affect your future decisions, and that the world isn't all about me, or what I want, what I believe in. We have to let people enter our lives because God sent them to us because they are to touch our lives.

And because of the wisdom that has enlightened me today, I have to admit that a certain internal struggle has been solved;

I remember fondly the time when going to Ateneo had been the whole focus of my life. And I meant whole. It was really something - like putting an Ateneo logo in front of me during class to tell me to focus on my ultimate goal. Well, during the course of this day, I started to think of how easier it would be if I also open myself to entering other universities. God's will be done. I can't talk of my big Ateneo future life if God has other plans, right? 

That's all I can tell you at this time of the night. Or morning. Whichever. Mornight, perhaps.Well, well, well...

.:choosingyourbattles:.